Thursday, April 22, 2004
i skipped school again today.
yadee da.
perhaps not a very nice note to start with, but guess what? i'm actually
happy i skipped school.
not a very good thing to do i know and not a valid reason to do so either. but i just needed a break from the hectic rush that is my timetable and the akward silence of foreign conversations that is my class.
i'm beside myself these few days.
i know its not the nicest of me to pour out all my tears, vent out all my anger and frustrations on the innocent masses out there, but there is simply no other way to voice out my obvious discontentment with the school system of cjc. especially towards the pupil welfare development sector.
and of course, i believe in being honest with myself and not putting on a front with others.
not
brutally honest of course, and there may be a facade once in a while to prevent some stumbling situations, but i think everyone should understand what i'm trying to point out.
i can't wait to do duty this week.
haven't done so in about..say..4 weeks?
longest time i've gone without fiddling around with the eq. i miss it a bit really.
and whats better to take my mind of the impending doom that has become school?
God, lead me to where i may find you.
let me do what you deem the best for myself.
i'm going to try one final time, and if it gets through, praise you, if it doesn't, i'll accept it with your grace and get through the rest of the days with your strength.
but please oh please....
let your will be done.
PUAY! :)
// 4:58 PM //
Thursday, April 22, 2004
i skipped school again today.
yadee da.
perhaps not a very nice note to start with, but guess what? i'm actually
happy i skipped school.
not a very good thing to do i know and not a valid reason to do so either. but i just needed a break from the hectic rush that is my timetable and the akward silence of foreign conversations that is my class.
i'm beside myself these few days.
i know its not the nicest of me to pour out all my tears, vent out all my anger and frustrations on the innocent masses out there, but there is simply no other way to voice out my obvious discontentment with the school system of cjc. especially towards the pupil welfare development sector.
and of course, i believe in being honest with myself and not putting on a front with others.
not
brutally honest of course, and there may be a facade once in a while to prevent some stumbling situations, but i think everyone should understand what i'm trying to point out.
i can't wait to do duty this week.
haven't done so in about..say..4 weeks?
longest time i've gone without fiddling around with the eq. i miss it a bit really.
and whats better to take my mind of the impending doom that has become school?
God, lead me to where i may find you.
let me do what you deem the best for myself.
i'm going to try one final time, and if it gets through, praise you, if it doesn't, i'll accept it with your grace and get through the rest of the days with your strength.
but please oh please....
let your will be done.
PUAY! :)
// 4:58 PM //
