Thursday, November 11, 2004



everyone's out with their families today, or mugging.
i went out today, but not with anyone from my family,
and i'm at home now, but i'm not mugging.
and i like it just the way it is.
ladeeda.

i've never been close to anyone in my family.
not really anyway.
i don't know what it feels like to really enjoy a normal day out with my family because usually i'm either/i'm out with them because:
a.) forced to
b.) eating dinner or something
c.) special occasion
d.) i need to buy something

and guess what?
i really like being left alone at home.
as in, i like being at home the most when i'm alone.
i can't really imagine my mom and i sitting somewhere, sipping hot choco and sharing our lives or something.

a little sad sometimes, even my brother remarks on that.
my family isn't really a family-family.
and its more tolerating than living together.
but at the end of the day, i wouldn't want it any other way.
except, i really wouldn't mind it if we were less-stranger-like to one another. :\
PUAY! :) // 3:16 PM //