Wednesday, May 25, 2005



sorry if i come off as really angsty these past few days,
but we do need the rain before the sun comes out.

one type of people who really stomp all over my nerves
are those who are always always competing
and always always wanting to come out top.

its alright in sports and games,
but come on,
in academia, if you do well, hurrah;
just don't go rubbing it into other's wounds.

i don't see the need to be the top,
nor understand the hunger to be NUMBER ONE.
its nice i guess, if you can make it;
but otherwise, just be contented with what you have.
stop whining that you need
just one more mark to get that A
when people around you are failing.

i can't stand it when people compare their marks to mine,
and get cheap thrills when they do better,
even if its only by 1/2 a mark.
which is pretty pointless really,
if you had completed your work when i hadn't,
and at the end of the day i still get 20marks more than you.

i don't bother comparing
because i am me
and what i get is what i get.
God gives me what i sow,
though most of the time it's a super blessing.

but really, at the end of the day,
you shouldn't be caring about how the person next to you did,
when its your own marks that determine your future.

and of course,
no big heads please;
for all glory goes back to God.
PUAY! :) // 8:10 PM //